I've had almost the entire week off and now I'm now ready to party. Deadmau5 is playing tonight across my "lawn" and I'm going to wait in line for however long it takes to go in there and dance. I'm ready to jump around and have some fun.

I have no idea why I worry. Really, there's no honest nor true part of me who admires the concept. Surely, whether it has anything to do with me or not, I really have a lot to be happy about. I have a lot to be excited about, I suppose it just takes time for things to start getting on track. I'm going to get my act together and promise myself a good rest-of-the-school-year and get aboard the highly technical art train. My doors have opened a bit for scholarships, and I'm going to apply for some. I can't wait to see how this will go.

Tonight my boy and I got together with our friends and went to check out what was happening under the world's microscope. A lot was happening, apparently. The Opening Ceremony was tonight and there were more protesters than there were tourists, it was quite a laugh. Not to mention the lack of snow, and the Arnold Schwarz -I'm not going to try spelling it - appearance. Anyway, the wind took us on our course to the less 'hazardous' areas out of town and we fled for entertainment. I'm not a fan of bowling (unless it's done in some sort of costuming) but we went anyway and spent some time acting young and reckless. Whilst on a search for pizza, the 6 of us crammed into a 2 door mustang (don't ask how) and proceeded to head bang to Billy Idol. I sort of introduced a missing part of my childhood I never had. Today was worry-less; I guess that's how I shall conclude, I have no idea what to expect, other than a whole lot of dancing with international party-goers. I need to have some fun.

I can't rely on people anymore, or so it seems. You can't really wait for them to make up their mind, if it's worth it, they will come to you. Many people miss their chances though, I can't really let you decide, however it's your choice. I'm not waiting anymore, I'm just going to walk away.